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Thursday, July 6, 2017


Finally guys I'm with you but only for one post. My computer's ''health'' (😂) doesn't give me to blog and to do other things , so actually I wanted to write this post and to get a little blog break (or it seems like I already have it ). So during this time I'll repair my laptop or will buy another if everything is that bad. An I will be busy with doing documents from hospitals I guess around two weeks (hope not more). So yeah, I'll back maybe in the end of the month.

And today I want to share with you photos from one of my favourite place to be.  That's a botanical garden of my university. Amazing nature and just a good place to have fun with your close people. Especially if it's sunny.
Actually, mostly, I was taking photos of my 1 month old nephew there but my sister doesn't share his photos on the Internet yet, so I will show them later. They are sooo funny. He was wearing mini-tie and was ''talking on the phone''.


Friday, June 30, 2017



P.S. This post is NOT sponsored and by for free I mean around one dollar.

My lushes always were what's I like in myself. I mean they never were super long or thick, or even dark, but they were still longer than most people have and it was enough for me to be glad with them. 
But the last autumn after a few months of using super waterproof mascara, I noticed I lost like half of my lushes and other ones are super dry and ugly. I looked like a human without lushes. So I was looking for something will help me. I was going to try some beauty products for lushes / brows, but first I tried some more natural ways to get. I wasn't sure if it will work, but after using a few weeks those drugstore products everything become better than was ever before - first, of course, it cured my lushes, they became normal and even longer and thicker than it was before I started to use that mascara. And I was wondered what that did with my brows. Finally I've got brows I wanted to have. My brows were always light and didn't grow where it's supposed to grow. It didn't look good at all. I hated them.  I used to draw with help of beauty products brows I don't really have. 
 After using the products I just correct a little. Like 5 seconds and they're ready. And when dye it I don't need at all. 
So what I used? I used castor oil, I bought it in a drugsore for around 25 cents. That's a price in Ukraine, but I'm sure it will be cheap in your country too. 
Another thing I used is aloe juice, you can buy it too, but I used juice of aloe plant I have. 
You should apply it at night on the bottom of your lushes and brows (especially on the part where you want your brows grow). It will take around one month for a good result.
Hope it was useful for someone! Good luck!

Tuesday, June 27, 2017

FASHION & BEAUTY Goals for THIS Summer

Hello, guys. Hope your summer is fun! A few days ago finally I've got my summer holidays and thought I'll back to active blogging, but boom - another problem... My laptop started to work as bad as never before. It can turns off every moment and it happens very often. Strange, as I had proffessional cleaning two months ago, and changed some details too. so I'm afraid that nothing will help and I need to buy a new one.
So tomorrow I'm going to go to a professional to see what to do next.

Anyways, I want to share some my other goals for this summer. Beauty and fashion ones for this time.
  1. Well, I want to cut my hair. Because mine is way too long. I even don't remember when I was doing in the last time.
  2. To try to use a higlighter. I tried white eyeshadow hack very rarely, but it's not the same. Btw, I already ordered one, hope it will be look goodb on me.
  3. Get a tan. I thought since June I will have time to go out of the town for a few days to do it, but all June was about exams and studying and next a few weeks I will be busy in hospitals to get documents I need. So hope it won't be too long.
  4. I would like to have experiments with hair colour. I mean a little bit, not exactly to change the colour.
  5. To try more hairstyles, not only one I always do. That's boring to the same hair every day.
  6. To wear colourful eyeshadows, cause if not in the summer, then when?
  7. To make a manicure more often. Recently. I forget about it at all.
  8. To wear less clothes.
  9. To wear more dresses.
Some of my favourite casual dresses for everyday I found online:
More of cheap maxi dresses om FashionMia. (link)

And a little bit of evening dresses for events:
More of evening dresses are here. (link)

Wednesday, June 21, 2017


... you buy a thing to review and never actually use it after (or very rarely).

... you take photos really oftent that you know how to pose for camera so much better than other people.

... you're not afraid of camera anyone
... you're still have no idea how to start your posts (that's why I skipped this part).

... when photos you took or a post you wrote deleted and it made you quite depressed.

... you're planning what posts you should write tommorow before you sleep (or when you wake up).

... you're really late, but want to finish  the post first anyway.

... you wear another outfit, because this one will look better on photos (same with makeup).

... you're not sure if you should do something important or write a post.

... you get way more of spam (especially from shops) on your email (it's so annoying).

... you get strange offers like to get a knife for meat or get free clothes to 5 dollars (at stores where everything cost 50+ dollars).

Some of these things happen with you too?

Monday, June 19, 2017


A few weeks ago in one sunny warm day I've got a lot work to do, so of course I stayed home to do it all. That day my aunt visited and after finding me in my room with the laptop, she immediately made conclusion and started console me. She talked that I should stop being a pessimist and she knows people with worse health that went from the bottom to the top. I was so confused why she's talking that all to me. Fun thing we met nearby a shop after grosery shopping on the next day and she said that she's happy that I listened to her and started to go out. That's so funny that she thought I rarely walk. So I made conclusion that people have a lot of myths about people with disabilities in their head and since that time I wanted to write this post to talk about some of them.

Health is our main problem in life. Honestly, I'm such a ''lucky'' human who has a bunch of problems that even don't have time to think that my health with which one I was born and live all life is my another problem. I'm like too busy to complain about things I can't change.
We're always sad and depressive. A few of the most optimistic people I've ever met have disabilities. My life experience showed me that most of them are big optimists.
We don't dream big. I have feeling like some people think we don't have dreams, goals, we like sort of waiting for death because life is sad and not fair. Haha. Most of us have dreams (and they are not about better health). Most of people I've met are big dreamers.
People with disabilities don't have chances to do something big in their life. I know a few people who has very bad health but they did unbelievable things. That's so inspirational! So it answers at question about dreams too, because everything begins with a thought.
Disabilities are always visible. My main disability isn't visible at all, so we can't say if a human has a great health or not just because we see that human.
The lives of people with disabilities are totally different than the lives of people without disabilities. Everything is the same, but we have some difficult situations because our health.
We love when people feel sorry about us. No, no, no... Never say that I'm poor, nothing makes me more angry than that.
We're very strong. I needed add something good too. Sometime I hear from people that I'm strong, but actually I don't think so. I just adapted to life I have, because I always was like that and don't know that everything can be different.
My health doesn't makes me strong and weak, it's just part of me.
Most of our friends have disabilities. We find friends in places we spent most of our time, so If you don't go to special school or job, I doubt most of your friends have disabilities.
Our husband / wife should have similar disabilities. That's like to say ''you're a teacher, so you should find a boyfriend who's a teacher too''. Like no sense. And that's very hard. I've met a guy around my age and with similiar health problems only once in my life and that isn't fact we could be together. That's just only about love, not something else.
We always talk about our health. 99,9% of time I don't talk about it. Ask my friend!
If you have disabilities, you've made something very bad in your previous life. Well, nobody can be sure in it, but I'm almost sure that's just the worst myth. If I'm not bad in this life, I doubt I was awful in previous one and killed somebody or something like that.

That were the most common things I hear. Hope it was interesting!