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Wednesday, June 21, 2017


... you buy a thing to review and never actually use it after (or very rarely).

... you take photos really oftent that you know how to pose for camera so much better than other people.

... you're not afraid of camera anyone
... you're still have no idea how to start your posts (that's why I skipped this part).

... when photos you took or a post you wrote deleted and it made you quite depressed.

... you're planning what posts you should write tommorow before you sleep (or when you wake up).

... you're really late, but want to finish  the post first anyway.

... you wear another outfit, because this one will look better on photos (same with makeup).

... you're not sure if you should do something important or write a post.

... you get way more of spam (especially from shops) on your email (it's so annoying).

... you get strange offers like to get a knife for meat or get free clothes to 5 dollars (at stores where everything cost 50+ dollars).

Some of these things happen with you too?

Monday, June 19, 2017


A few weeks ago in one sunny warm day I've got a lot work to do, so of course I stayed home to do it all. That day my aunt visited and after finding me in my room with the laptop, she immediately made conclusion and started console me. She talked that I should stop being a pessimist and she knows people with worse health that went from the bottom to the top. I was so confused why she's talking that all to me. Fun thing we met nearby a shop after grosery shopping on the next day and she said that she's happy that I listened to her and started to go out. That's so funny that she thought I rarely walk. So I made conclusion that people have a lot of myths about people with disabilities in their head and since that time I wanted to write this post to talk about some of them.

Health is our main problem in life. Honestly, I'm such a ''lucky'' human who has a bunch of problems that even don't have time to think that my health with which one I was born and live all life is my another problem. I'm like too busy to complain about things I can't change.
We're always sad and depressive. A few of the most optimistic people I've ever met have disabilities. My life experience showed me that most of them are big optimists.
We don't dream big. I have feeling like some people think we don't have dreams, goals, we like sort of waiting for death because life is sad and not fair. Haha. Most of us have dreams (and they are not about better health). Most of people I've met are big dreamers.
People with disabilities don't have chances to do something big in their life. I know a few people who has very bad health but they did unbelievable things. That's so inspirational! So it answers at question about dreams too, because everything begins with a thought.
Disabilities are always visible. My main disability isn't visible at all, so we can't say if a human has a great health or not just because we see that human.
The lives of people with disabilities are totally different than the lives of people without disabilities. Everything is the same, but we have some difficult situations because our health.
We love when people feel sorry about us. No, no, no... Never say that I'm poor, nothing makes me more angry than that.
We're very strong. I needed add something good too. Sometime I hear from people that I'm strong, but actually I don't think so. I just adapted to life I have, because I always was like that and don't know that everything can be different.
My health doesn't makes me strong and weak, it's just part of me.
Most of our friends have disabilities. We find friends in places we spent most of our time, so If you don't go to special school or job, I doubt most of your friends have disabilities.
Our husband / wife should have similar disabilities. That's like to say ''you're a teacher, so you should find a boyfriend who's a teacher too''. Like no sense. And that's very hard. I've met a guy around my age and with similiar health problems only once in my life and that isn't fact we could be together. That's just only about love, not something else.
We always talk about our health. 99,9% of time I don't talk about it. Ask my friend!
If you have disabilities, you've made something very bad in your previous life. Well, nobody can be sure in it, but I'm almost sure that's just the worst myth. If I'm not bad in this life, I doubt I was awful in previous one and killed somebody or something like that.

That were the most common things I hear. Hope it was interesting!

Friday, June 16, 2017


Hello. Hope you're enjoying your summer. Next week will be the last study week, after this I'm official free and will have a normal (I hope) summer.
In summer I have a different morning routine. Because that isn't not that cold anymore, so I don't want to be under blanket forever. Nature and warm weather inspire to be active. And summer sunsets are prettiest ones.
I want to share my summer morning routine:

💖 Try to wake up early a few days. And you will fall in love with magic of morning's silence and sunsets. That feels like you're alone on the world (except a few people who like morning running). One bad thing about morning walks that everything is closed yet.
💖 Clean in the evening. First ''because'' in the evening it's easier to do and you don't wake anybody up and second and most important ''because'' that it will give you a good mood in the evening. Mood in the evening decides almost your all day mood.
💖 And prepare your bag and outfit in the evening. That will take less time if you won't choose and find thing in the last minute.
💖 Look at your exiting plans / goals for today you needed to write yesterday. That must you inspire your for today's day.
💖 Get up when you wake up. Anyway, you won't sleep anymore and if you will get up just after this you will have more energy and positive vibe around you.
💖 Open windows. Because fresh air is the most important thing for our health and bird's singing is so relaxing.
💖 Eat your favourite dessert after breakfast. Some people love to eat big breakfast, so doesn't. But anyway I recommend to have a dessert you like, because it cam make your mood for all day and our stomaches work so good before midday, so we can eat everything.
💖 Find an interesting morning show. Around two years ago I found a show that I really like so it gave me inspiration to wake up 3 houres earlier.
💖 Have a thought that it will be your lucky day and you will finish all your daily goals. It's like 50% of sucess.
💖 If you will wake up earlier than usually do, you will have extra time for thing probably you have no time for. Like reading books or watching series.

Sunday, June 11, 2017


Hello guys, it wasn't too long since the last time I wrote on the blog. And today I'm inspired to talk about fashion so I thought it will be fun to tell my ''NOTs'' in clothes. Also I'm interested in yours too, so leave your comment below.
Son let's start the list!
1. T-shirts with inscriptions that already annoy everyone (or is it just me?). At least something like ''ok, but first coffee'' or ''I have no tits'' are really annoying. That reminds wearing a ''super'' trend that everyone's wearing. Boring!
 2. Clothes that hide your shape too hard. I was having similar clothes and know how it makes look body so much bigger and not valid.
 3. Real fur coat. Like why people spent so much of money on fur of dead animals and how they feel about wearing it? I don't understand it and belive that in future people will stop doing this. Good faux fur can be even prettier and warmer, so there is no sense to kill poor rabbits and foxes.
 4. Something that is too 00s.  That's 2017 and thanks to gods of fashion we have better fashion trends than had 10 years ago.
Though I miss some clothes that were popular when I was a kid. But mostly 00s trends are big mistakes of who created them, at least it looked fun.
 5. Leopard print. I never liked this or any other popular animal prints. I have association that people who wear it just don't have good taste or they don't have any other clothes to wear.

Friday, June 9, 2017

NEW ACCESSORIES | thrift store haul

Hello guys, how your summer? While the I'm not very active in the blogging I visited thrift stores. Even when I don't need anything, I always find something that I still need from there. Even tommorow probably if it will be work I need to find something for present. That is one the best places to find interesting and unusual things.
For this post I will show only accessories.
The first thing is this beautiful ring. I found it and fell in love. I even haven't tried that it's pretty tight and it didn't had one of ''brilliants''. But I aleady fixed it. It was probably the reason why it was cheap and in the thrift shop at all.
Next one is a bracelet that's perfect for summer. It reminds me of beach and sea so much. Looks so good with pastel colors outfits.
I needed something that will goo with my snickers, cause they're bright and even become neon at night. So I thought it will be nice to choose a scarf, but I found too - one has the same colour as my snickers and the ssecond one is neon.
They were almost free. Count that they were free.

Those are the cutest socks I saw in my life.
That's all with a trift store so I would like to get my first birthday gifts, from my aunt. Love these shoes. I even wore these warm boots because were really cold days in May.